You might think I'm bulletproof but I'm not...

I don’t think I actually miss him. 

I miss hugs.

I wrote that on fb at some point… i don’t remember what i was obsessing over lol

(via faithlessteaaddict)

I am too smart to let you in here
But I’m just dumb enough to linger
I wanna think that you’ll be different
but the funny thing about forever
Is it comes with a side of - never never

I pretend that things aren’t so bad
That what you say will actually happen
I cant buy into what you’re selling
And no its not that I don’t want it
Believe me I’d love to close my eyes, enjoy the ride
But you reek of indecision

And I know you’re only gonna let me down when it counts
You’re only gonna make me feel so crazy
Right when I think we could be something
You’ll go and let me down

I don’t like to sleep with pants on.
I take them off when I get into bed at night.
It makes getting up on cold mornings difficult lol

I’ve known him for like six years.
In those six years I’ve actually spent time with him three times.
All three of those times were great.

Those good moments make it so easy to ignore what things are like the other two thousand days.